BLURB/ My inner monologues

Selfies

I don't really know what's wrong with me lately or even if it's all in my mind. So I drew it..

I feel distant, like a disconnection to myself.

Laziness and apathetic behaviors doesn't suit me yet her I am writing about it.

It's great that I have a blog that I can use for my interests and my erm..."interests"

I tried drawing here and there but procrastination has a strong grip on me.

Not at all do I harbor discontent with my life, I am glad I have friends and family as support.

But maybe it's because I have these grandiose view of me being my own person (but I already am though, wtf brain?!)

What I mean to say is like making it on my own, riding on my talents.

"What is talent if there's no motivation behind it?"

Truer words can never be stated. If you are reading this text, I am having a debacle with my own self so hence the non-linear writing.

* I don't wanna get started on my sexual addiction right now, maybe in a few days.

"What is a dream but a goal with a deadline?"

Dear Josh: stop being such a useless fuck, yes play some Midnight Club LA but please work on your art, you have that Batman comic in the back-burner....video-games after. Maybe some weed helps?



Yeah, some weed would be most adequate right now...for motivational purposes.

-537


PS: Don't EVER use weed as a crutch, you'll be sorry plus its a waste of weed nigga.